here's another one!!!!

♥Bella: Do I Ever Cross Your Mind?
♥Edward: No
♥Bella: Do You Like Me?
♥Edward: Not Really.
♥Bella: Do You Want Me?
♥Edward: No.
♥Bella: Would You Cry If I Left?
♥Edward: No.
♥Bella: Would You Live For Me?
♥Edward: No.
♥Bella: Would You Do Anything For Me?
♥Edward: No.
♥Bella: What would u choose,me or your life?.
♥Edward: My Life.
♥Bella Runs Away In Shock And Pain And Edward Runs After Her And Says:
♥The Reason You Never Cross My Mind Is Because Your Always On My Mind
♥The Reason I Don't Like You Is Because I Love You
♥The Reason I Don't Want You Is Because I Need You
♥The Reason I Wouldn't Cry If You Left Is Because I Would Die If You Left
♥The Reason I Wouldn't Live For You Is Because I Would Die For You
♥The Reason I'm Not Willing To Do Anything For You Is Because I Would Do Everything For You
♥The Reason I Choose My Life Is Because You Are My Life!♥


*SIGHHHHHHHH*

Very nice. I've seen the original poem before, but I love it using Edward & Bella. Awesome work!

So, here's my little ditty, what do you think?

With all that I am I require her
With all of my cold heart I despise her
Whit all of my strength I must flee her
Else I will most definitely hurt her

With all that I am I adore her
But I cannot possibly keep her
Though it breaks my heart, I must leave her
For I cannot continue to hurt her

With all that I am I desire her
My life has no meaning without her
I will use all of my strength to protect her
There will not be another to hurt her

With all that I am I cherish her
With all of my soul I worship her
With all of my love I will nourish her
And together we will be as one.

(Copyright: SnowyHedwig) LOL

aww... *sob*

*passes over the tissue*
Thanks! It's my attempt to show Edward's feelings through the series...
HALE, we're all going to be so angsty for the next 4 weeks... hubbies and boyfriends everywhere are going to think we're suffering from permanent PMS!! LOL

Wow and congratulations to SnowHedwig & Abigailjune ! Both are really beautiful !! It's really nice to read sweet lines about our favorites couples..thanks for sharing it ! Bye !

Thanks! :)

WOW my stomach hurt like Bella describes in the book! I’ve never felt like that before, not sad but empty. I’m better now though; it was just while reading that.

That was so sweet!!

Every woman should have an Edward in their life!!

*sobs*
Then where's MINE, girl-crusher-on-me!?!?
WHERE!?!?
*sobs*

Mine is hiding "cry" I want MY Edward.... LOL

*puts arm around a la drunk style*
Oh where oh where could my Edward be... oh where oh where could he *sobs* be!?!?

*sniff*

**comforts ceci**

it's okay! you'll find him....

**begin to remember my own lack of personal edward and begins sobbing**

what the forks! life is so unfair!!!!!! where's mine too?!?!?! ohhhhh where?!?!

**continues sobbing**

i guess i'll just have to make do with reading twilight again and imagining my edward..... oh poor me. getting to spend the day with edward =] haha

*sniff*
Thx for trying to comfort me... but... but..
*sobs*
WHY is life unfair?? I mean... someone burst my bubble that theres really NOBODY that can be similar to Edward in real life? I mean, Im in my 20s BUT I want to believe that there IS that dream guy out there... roaming the trees in Forks....

*sniff & giggles*

I LOVE spending time w/Edward =)

oh no problem any time...

i guess the only way to find out if there really IS that dream guy out there is to go to forks outselves!

Oh I'm moving to Forks alright...
*winks*

What do you mean Edward's not real???

*Sax is in shock*

I don't know!!!

But if I find him, I'm keeping him well hidden!

It's depressing isn't it? :(

LOL
NO Clore.. IM keeping him... dont take him away from me.. you already have your hubby... leave one out there for me... geez talk about selfish... ;-)

Silly Ceci! Pick yourself up and be done with it!
*walks away in authoritative manner*

LOL

*uncurls herself from fetal position*
FINE...
*sticks tongue out at Spank's back*

;-)

Where! Where!! I wanna go pick him up now!!! lol!

It's a secret I'll never tell!! lol

What? who? Where? lol!

Oh Hale!

I don't have a freaking clue. But believe me, if I ever do find him, I WILL NOT be telling! Not unless there are more than one. LOL

LMAO!!! So if you hear rumbling outside in the trees don't be alarmed it's just me and Ceci..looking out for Edward! =o)

But we would already know that you were coming! Because if I'm with Edward, Alice isn't that far away. LOL

We would be long gone! ; )

Hey!!!!!!! LOL!! =o)

wow now that was deep... "cry"

i'm right there with ya!

**passes Team Slade tissue box**

Thanks... "cry" heres one for you to...

pass it over here next, please? *sniff*

"here ya go ".... "sniff sniff"

That was simply beautifull.... *sniffs*

But the poem at the top doesnt mention Renee

OME!!! My eyes are teary.... 23 more days!!! =o)

*gasps*
*wipes away tears*
There's definitely something funky in the water today...F-ING BRILLIANT!!
I DECLARE IT MINE!!!
(you haven't copyrighted this yet, have you?)

it's not mine... someone emailed it to me....

how about CO-owners? haha

i should've put a warning on that: **WARNING: MAY CAUSE TEARS AND DIFFICULTY BREATHING. HAVE TISSUES ON HAND**

LMAO
*wipes away more tears*
Whoever it belongs to, they should shower themself in glitter. They deserve it.
*sniffs*
*reads the poem again*

LMAO @ showering in glitter. I have a mental image now. Thanks!

*sobs*
That was beautiful!

*sigh*so beautiful!

That was so adorable :]

*sniff*
Ive read something like this before... it always hits me.. so beautiful...
DAMMIT... where is MY Edward
*sniff*

aw, Ceci, don't cry!
*passes Rob-i-flu over*
I know it's not the same, but it'll make you feel better, I promise!

*takes Rob-i-flu*
Hehe... thx... Im already feeling better...

;) it's all about Rob-i-flu. Tell your friends! ;)

I love it. It's so sweet <3 :D

feeling f****** romantic ....

* clicks like * :D

*sighhhh*
ohh WOW...YOU are MY LIFe!!..
soo beautiful!!!......now i want a guy who say all of that to me!!

beautiful!

Hello!
*notices Mod star*
*immediately swallows back Very Dirty sentence*
Um...come stai??

LOL

Hehehehe!

oooooooh hello, i don't believe we've met (cos i'm a good girl and hardly ever meet with the Mods).
:)

rofl! :D

hahahahahaha

I still live in the gutter! I just have to be crafty with my comments, you can too!!!

Sto bene grazie. E tu?

DAMMIT!
Why do we keep crossing each other without a chance to actually convverse?!!!
(I'm very stressed and hyper and kinda great at the same time btw)
Catch you soon :)

lol you'll find me on twitter most days ~ glad to know you're doing good :)

*crashes into post, upsetting some Mods on the way*
*looks around in a crazed manner*
Phoenix? I thought I heard your voice. PHOENIX??!!!
NOOOOOOOO!!
*stalks off back to Twitter*

Hey

I'm away this weekend so I can't see posts as as often as I normally do

LOL

awwwwwwwww.............thats soo sweet....

I know this is a million hours after the fact, but this poem is beautiful. I actually got a tear reading this. So gorgeous and heartfelt. I am in awe.

I knew that's how the ending would go... it's so Edward... awww... *sighs* I was smiling the whole time :D

haha! sweet! i love it! x]

LOL I have seen something like this before and I always get really mad, then I’m like “that’s sooooo sweet!”

My dear Bella,


Hello my love, I have a question to ask.

You've heard it before, a night in the past.

I know how you feel and I totally understand,

But I need to know please if I may take your hand.

You're scared of being that girl,

Who people think has thrown away their world,

But you're not like your mother and who cares what they think?

It'll be you and me together - forever in sync.

You're also scared of hurting him,

He who thinks my being a sin.

He loves you, almost as much as I,

And you love him too so I will not lie.

If you want to leave and live with Jake,

I'll have to oblige, only for your sake.

Don't spare my feelings with a gentle loving kiss,

I won't stand in the way if that is what you wish.

But Bella, my dear, please hear me out,

I love you more than anything, no question, no doubt.

I thought eternity was a disease, I was almost so sure,

But then I met you, my depressions only cure.

You light up the sky that I always found dark,

You entered my life and forever left your mark.

I'm running out of words to say,

How I love you in every single way.

My vocabulary is large though I try not to be vain,

Yet you leave me speechless and it makes me insane!

I love your warmth,

I love your skin,

I love your eyes,

And the state of joy you put me in.

I love the beat of your heart,

And I love everything you do,

But most of all . . .

I love you.

I fear I have strayed from the topic at hand,

Isabella will you marry me forever and?

I know the condition and I will change you, I swear I will,

It'll be my venom that makes your heart cold and still.

I'll miss the blush that covered your cheeks,

Every time I was near and ever time we kissed.

But if you're with me and by my side,

Then I think I can make it perfect and fine.

You have my heart along with the key.

Bella Marie Swan, will you marry me?




Yours forever,

Edward

OMG that was just beautiful............
I want to get proposed to that way......
These poems are making me tear up sooooo bad
*sniffs*

wow!! beautiful! -------clicks like---------

OMG!
This one made me CRY!!
<3

*wipes away last remnant of tears from other comments*
Dammit you guys!! STOP making me cry.. Im at college and its no fun waching a college student cry...
*sobs*

So beautiful!

Wonderful!

That lovely!
I have the urge to either grin ridicculously big because it was so good, or cry because its so touching... i then have the urge to laugh at how emotional i get :P

Very nice.....

sorry, but when i read that, i totally had the voice of Borat in my head haha

Wow!

wow!beautiful!

oh. my. god.

edward, you have an all access pass to my heart....

**wiping away tears** oh shoot...this post needs to have complimentary tissues for us all

this is so beautiful! i love everything about it! ^_^

and can i just say, it made me giggled that my name "marie" is part of bella's name?

i wish SM used that instead of bella. damn! hehehehe ^_^

Dayum!!


Im speechless!!

This was really good! no more than good...Beautiful!!!

I love it!

And it makes me love Edward even more!lol Thats exactly something he would say. Gawsh i wish i had an Edward!! ....or at least a bf who loves me like that. LOL

Ohhhhh I've got one:

I'll stay up till Twilight
to see the New Moon
and if i'm lucky;
I'll see the Eclipse
at Breaking Dawn
and the whole time;
I'm sitting with you under the Midnight Sun.



XXXXX

love it!

Oh Midnight Sun..
why oh why hasn't SM finished you...

=0)

Midnight Sun to LTCB:
SM hasn't finished me because she realized that there would be millions of women around the world that would just die.

LMAO!! =o)

very pretty!
I have to be honest, my gutter mind kicked in when you said "to see the New Moon" - all I could think of was being mooned by Robward... LMAO

Literally LOL @ work. Mental picture was really nice though! *sigh*

oh yes, DEFINITELY nice...

*daydreams at work...*

being mooned by robward is really all i can think ever since... hmm... ok, im not even gonna say that. thats mine to keep. *wink* hehehe ^_^

Hey Marie!
I actually haven't spoken to you for agess!
(i used to be luceeee and had an avi of Rob and Taylor but disqus are rubbish :( )
How've you been??

oh wow. yeah! i havent seen for ages too. busy much? that sucks... =| so you're Lu now huh? love it! hehehe. and i love your avi! though i can't read what's written on it. hehe. does this mean u picked a side already? *wink* oh yeah. DQ can really get irritating sometimes. especially when my avi can't be seen at one point. really bugged me. ugh.. anyway, yeah. im doing good. how about u?

Yeah, I fancied a change! ahaa.
You couldn't see my avi for like a week then disqus made me a greyface.. and i was having NONE of it hahaaa.
it says something like ' so i'm gone for like 5 minutes and that h*e calls up jacob'
I'm glad you're okay, and i'm goood thankyouu:)

seriously??? wow. it's like DQ punished u huh? thats just awful! especially being a GF and all. thats a no-no for me. wouldnt want that. hehehe. wow. does it? nice way to put it. very nice indeed. *nods* hehehehe.

hahaaaa. I know! what have i ever done but be a loyal twilight fan?? hahaa
maybe god is punishing me for loving vampires? :)

oh no.. i dont think thats it. i think thats bcoz u have two guys in ur avi. god is telling u to pick a side and i guess u chose u side well and ur being rewarded for it.. and look at u now huh? all-present and wearing that rob pic as ur avi. god loves u for that alone. *nods*

hehehehe ^_^

honey, i've ALWAYS been a Robward girl.
taylor's cute and all, but he just can't beat that beautiful square jaw and those long hands....*drool

oh yes.. i totally agree with u. no one could beat rob's hotness. of that, im sure. ^_^

TOO RIGHT! :)

and i just noticed the marble pole thing... that post actually had me laughing soo hard. the comments like : 'what is it? is it his leg?@ ROTFL

*gasp*
is it a leg? IS IT A LEG??! who said that? damn u people! dont disrespect the marble pole! ugh! hehehe. ^_^

*blushes*
u like it? ^_^

LOL. i can't remember who it was, it just made me laugh.
Marble Pole. It is just hilarious! hahaaa
they shoukld know people better than to doubt how dirty they are hahaa!!!

LOL - uhoh, you ALMOST said that with your OUTside voice... LMAO

*blushes*

oh god. can u telll i tried to make it "liighter"?? cant help it! hehehe. glad i made it like THAT. or else...

Mod'd galore! hehehehe ^_^

Limmericks? Uh oh - the door will be opened:

There once was a girl from Nantucket...............................

who stuck her head in a bucket.

Edit:
who stuck out her neck for a vampire to suck it.

*snort* yeah, you go with that version, darlin'... :D

No. I like yours... let's see how long we can keep it going.

She liked cold skin...........

it made her head spin

Oh no, the next line can only lead to trouble...

Your avi is hilarious! I love it.

i could just see the ending to this version. gotta love it! hehehe ^_^

Her chilly boyfriend liked her toasty and warm
around her body he did form
a marble cage to hold her tight
to keep her from werewolves who like to fight.

Old Ed, he liked to glower
and all Bell wanted to do was shower
with him on their honeymoon
They both swam and did swoon

And along came Reneesme, the spawn
somewhere in the middle of Breaking Dawn
And so the story of Bell and Ed did end
in the cottage every night/all night - sans clothing did they spend.

LOL - I just couldn't go the romance route.

LMAO!! That was perfect. You should submit it. I;m going to recite this one too.

I can't do serious poetry - seriously CANNOT. If I don't laugh at myself during it or by the end of it - I can't abide by it. You want poetry - go see my favorite - Tennyson. You want silly limmericks - I'm your girl... LOL

Then you are my girl.
Silly is how I roll!

oooh... finally getting emails from disqust! LOL

wow, had to go look at what you were replying to... :D

I could add something but I would get modded LOL

ROFL...
There once was a sweet girl from Forks...
*mods self*

who loved a vampire of course

She begged and she pleaded,
Til her words he heeded,
Eternal love now is their force...
*shrugs*
meh, not so happy with the last line.... :D

Eternal love now is their force
that will lead them to......
Uh... can I say that?

Mod: No... :)

*snort*
too funny, cuz I was thinking ********, too... LMAO
wtf is up with disqust today, I'm not getting any forkin' emails with replies... grrr... :(

Check your settings. Sometimes Diqusting likes to reset itself.

Well, of COURSE! *headdesk* dur! :D

I just realized that comment *points up* was deleted. My first mod ever!

What did you get modded for?? I missed it!

It was on the poem post. i started rhyming with snowy and she said something about force so i said it lead to inter****** and they removed my comment.

What?? That doesn't seem to bad!! So, you will probably get modded again for repeating it?

*runs to edit*

LOL - I know, I saw that - went to show hubby what we did, and I was so excited, "OME, they took it out!" scrolled down, found that they took mine out too... but she was so NICE about it, too, yeah? :D

Definitely! I was actually excited. I'd never been mod'd that was my first. Hopefully my only.

we're so hilariously sad, aren't we? *passes TSO a picture frame* here! You can print it and frame it... put it on the wall in our gutter home! :MAO

I love it. Our minds are room mates! LMAO! Off to my party. TTYS.

ooooh... TSO's my roomie! :D
I hope you have an awesome time at your party, don't do anything I wouldn't do!
*realizes what I just said* Oh HALE! ummm.... I mean, BEHAVE YOURSELF! ;D

I behaved... I promise.
*fingers crossed behind back*

look at you, miss mod! ;)

i was expecting you to be one!

LOL

i just now saw your original comment.

disqus is messing up, so it was delayed, but still! lol

I was hoping you would, but didn't want to invite controversy - so edit - I did.

that's the great thing about email replies--you get "the original"

LOL

Precisely! Only for your eyes, Babe!

This has to do with my own heartache, that I was going through simultaneously while reading New Moon:
CRACKS
What happens when pain seeps into your soul?
Buries itself into unknown depths?
When you can’t see the light at the end of the mystical tunnel,
because the world is enveloped in darkness?
Heart heavy in your chest,
emptiness in the pit of your stomach,
sadness echoing in your voice.
A ball that refuses to leave your throat,
tears that threaten incessantly,
but never come.
Stabs of excruciating pain that visit instead,
sending your heart in a flutter,
allowing you to feel each break.
The broken heart that belongs to him.
The heart that you cannot fathom,
imagine,
being open,
and willing,
to love,
anyone,
again.
COPYRIGHT shellylovestwilight

Holy Forks! Forget tishwows... I need a towel for my tears. So sad!

love the username, lol need to use that one

Bella...? is that you dear?

hehehehe. kidding. ^_^

but seriously, WOW. just wow. i think im feeling my heartache all over again with this.

*sigh*

thanks, new moon was torturous for me, some of the feeling were too close to home at the time :)

aww... same here dear.. same here.. *sigh*

but im glad u decided to share that with us. that was really awesome! u should make tons of it. then post it again here! ^_^

don't get me going! ;)

*holds out hands*
ok, ok! i wont! it's up to u now.

*pats shelly's shoulders*
but cmon, just let it out. let it all out..
*sways hand back and forth*

hehehehe ^_^

lol

OMG! .....trying not to cry because i'm at the office....... beautiful!!!

thanks :)

Wow. That was bloody brilliant.
Seriously, the emotions you captured there were just... heartbreakingly accurate.
You should put a kleenex warning on that for sure....
Bravo!

Kleenex Warning...check....glad u liked it, accurate is a wonderful compliment

You're very welcome. It rocked, and you deserve to be told that. I hope you find your Edward! ;)

I loved you more than I have ever known
Those starry eyes
Those tender lips
You made my heart melt
Then boil into a roaring fire
I now know
What my eyes could not see
You are the only one that is for me
Many nights those tears flew
Being myself without anyone
Anyone to care about the thoughts
Looking at the sky and knowing
Many mistakes I had
Many mistakes I have had

I've written 3 poems based on Twilight but here's the one that fits the best. Enjoy!

My Love for You

Everytime I see you
I go weak in the knees
But when people glance at you
They always tend to freeze

You have powers that can kill
Something 'bout that I knew
Makes me love you even more
And I know you love me too

You're a huge part of me now
I can't ever let you go
I'd miss you way too much
So let's allow our love to grow

You've changed the way I live my life
And I want to always be with you
I hate to have to say good bye
You know my heart will always be true.

i wrote this in jacobs pov hope u all like

Why did I have to love you so,

It wasn’t meant to happen,

I never wanted to play second fiddle.

To be held second place in your heart.

Now when I close my eyes,

All I can see is your rosy complexion

The blush of your cheek

The tenderness that is you.

Why can’t you feel for me, as I do for you

Do you truly hate me that much

Although I may smile,

There is heartache that eats away at my soul

So I will close it off,

I will seal it down,

To keep the emotions I feel buried away in the ground

As it is for the happiness you have,

Is the reason for the pain I hold

I know that I will never hold you closely,

Or feel your embrace,

But no one can ever fill the place,

That was the love I have for you.

So now I will lead a lonely existence,

Blackened by the emptiness that you have left.

For the whispers of my heart is saying,

“I will never truly love someone as I have you”.

My best friend ,my Bella, my one true love.

Bravo, Bravo!!!!

*bows *im soo happy u liked it

Aww, that made me feel like crying :( Poor Jake. And lovely poem!

thank you i made them up ages ago ,sitting in the house i was bored,but thank u

BSALO
edit: ok i am now going to form a sentence and word! thats a pretty poem!! *claps* ok i really gotta type that paper! buh bye!
OH YEAH woot FIRST!:-)

LOVE IT!

Keep posting the LOVE Bloggers! This is great stuff :)

Oh and its rainy by me to today~ stay home and read NM.org rainy LOL

I love when it rains. It helps my hallucinations to make me think I'm in Forks.

Yeah.. I live in my own hallucinations also... where me and Rob are married and have a kid.. house... do "fun" stuff

and Oh Wait !! Sorry I lost it for a minute LOL

Don't be sorry... it happens to all of us. Sometimes my hallucinations get so out of hand that I'm covered in bruises when I finally come to.

*snort* ROFLMAO
oh, THAT'S what happened, eh?
*whistles innocently*

*stutters nervously*
uh.. um. eh. uh Yeah!

I thought it was just me, I have such an appreciation for rain now. I used to hate it, now...not so much.

Ahhh, the sweet sweet sound of the rain. It just takes me to a happy place. On the rug with Rob. Ooh, that sounds like a talk show. On the rug with Rob, I like it.

lmao, funny that i havent thought about this before but ever since twilight my ambient sound of choice has been rainfall, i cant sleep without it

At work.... they don't understand me. The only time I open the shades to my window is when it's raining. No joke. 100% truth here. They think maybe I suffer from depression. LMAO! They have no clue that I'm fantasizing.

YAYYYYYYYYYYY

This was an awesome find!!! Thank you for sharing it with us!

I LOVE IT!!

=o)

*sniff*
Send a freaken gray cloud my way...
*sighs*

Rob-David Letterman
Kristen-Conan O'Brien
Taylor and Ashley- Jimmy Fallon

http://www.gossipcop.com/new-moon-at-night-majo...

My dream come true--Rob on David Letterman. You don't know how long I've wanted this to happen! Hope he isn't too tired with all this world travel for the guest spots.

Great news. Thanks

wow I need to mark my calender for all this stuff!! How Exciting :)

Thank you for this.

I was really hoping for Rob on Letterman!

Two total goofballs - it should be great!

omfg im sooooo looking forward to KS on conan, i f*cking love conan and jimmy fallon! god, i love it when my favorite things integrate with twilight.

LMAO Rob Patz cross stitch...

http://tw1lightsaga.blogspot.com/2009/10/robert...


whats next?!?!?

LMAO!! That was hilarious! Thanks for sharing!

haha, the most random of all randomness! maybe Ill ask grandma make me a robert pattinson table cloth for christmas? lol

lmaoooo I know right? I feel like I should have an RPatz doily now.

pfft. what's with the pic? if you're going to make a cross stich of rob, at least make it a good one right? i mean find a decent pic and not that cartoon-ish look. jeez... hehehe

LOL i know isnt it horrible??!?!?! Its almost creepy

too creepy actually. hehe. i've seen better patterns for cross stitch and thats definitely not one of them.. eww... hehehe

lol i know.. it worries me.
I like the changes to your name, I think it truthfully reflects your personality lolol

hahahaha. my personality eh? hmmm....
*looks at her name*
well i guess you're right. it is true though. i just want it long and hard.
*bods*
definitely.

ok, im sensing i'll get mod'd now?
*looks around for Mods*

hehehehe. ^_^

WHOA! lol way to just come right out and tells us all how you really feel lmaoooo

*blushes*
tee hee. well i should be sorry but im not.
*grins widely*

hehehehe. ^_^

I would diee laughing where I sit if during Eclipse bella was like DAM*it Edward just take out the Marble Pole! lmaoo

hahahaha. i know right?! they should do that in the movie too! u know.. have more angst in it. *giggles*

im totally recalling some WA moments here. love it! hehehe ^_^

lol.. I think we might get some in Eclipse. I would be super happy. I just tried to go get my hair cut but they were busy so now im back on here lol. Ohhh the life :)

oh i hope so.. i want that freaking leg hitch to be included in the movie! and the meadow scene in the end part. and the seducing part. well basically all of the B/E scenes. hehehehe

nice... that is the life.. just gonna get a hair cut. post a comment. chill. awesome! hehehe

Well no. I TRIED to get a haircut but she was like oh sweetie Im busy for the next 45 minutes.. I was like maybe you should take appointments then?? No I didnt really say that. I am way too nice in real life lol... Kind of like esme lol

awww.. that sucks! but wow. 45 minutes? seriously? thats a long time. arent there enough people who could cut ur hair? pfft. hehehe. good thing you're patient. u go patient u! hehehe

lol yeah but I wanted one specific person. I'm picky. And halloween is coming. I need good hair lol :)

hahaha. so the truth comes out. it's for the halloween! nice... hehehehe. wonder if u'll change it when christmas is near. hehehehe

lol nah. Im just being a Cullen for halloween and I need a haircut because right now its just so long and it doesnt want to curl or anything so it needs to be all fresh and Zaa Zaa ZOOM




<3

cullen huh? thats nice... cant wait to see how u pull that off. that would be awesome! hehehehe ^_^

Im gonna do my best... Im still not sure what Im wearing but we shall see lol

Im making mac n cheese....mmmmm




eeee human fooddd lol

did u get the contacts?!

I dont have them in my hands yet, but they shipped on Monday and I paid for 3 day shipping so I am hoping tomorrow they will show up, thursday at the latest :)

were they expensive?

Kinda. I mean with the fast shipping I ended up paying about 50 bucks. There are cheaper ones out there, but they are plano (non prescription) and you obviously have to pay more for prescription ones so... I dunno I figure its worth it. I can wear them quite a few times. For what I have no idea though lol

geesh!.. for that price, i'll wear those suckers all day long!... oh, I made a funny... i guess you can where them to, oh, idk, the NM MOVIE PREMIERE!! ... AND make roadtrips across the nation to random twi conventions, just so you can show them off... lol...

haha yeah I might wear them to the movie, the only problem is that I'm not used to wearing contacts, and if something were to go wrong or if my eye got irritated in the middle of New Moon I would be furious!!!!!

Oh that would so ruin the movie if that happened!!

I know! totally not worth the risk!

lol! me too, just wear them in line, then find ur seat and go take em off...lol.. i used to wear colored contacts, they didnt bother me at all.

haha that sounds good in theory but Im not very experienced with contacts. I have a feeling its going to take me hours to get them in. Any advice? lol

lol, yea, go ahead and NOT wear them... lol!




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LMAO Ok that looks like lots of fun.

You should make something lolol

yeah, you should! "hey neev what's up?" "Oh, you know, just stabbing robs face with a needle.. It needs some adjusting..." people wouldn't find you morbid at all!;)

ahh haha. Yeah I can only imagine the things people would make with these patterns.

I wish they could come out with a crochett pattern so I could make a rob scarf lol

LMFAO
And I could stitch my own face next to his.. that would be so cute, wouldn't it LOL

Crazy, crazy funny.

How long until there are cross stitch patterns of all the Twi-cast? Bound to be hot sellers :)

Oh, and I can see someone handing this in for a Home. Ec. project. (Home Ec. is still a school subject, right?)

Ummm Im not sure. Ive been out of high school longer than Id like to admitt lol

2nd?

Wow that is the most nicest poem I've ever read. It portrays each of the characters characteristics. Nicely done!

3rd. Sweet!
*Scurries off to read peom*

That was pretty good. I think that we need a twilight rap now. so we can bop down the street to it :P

LMAO
Defenitly :D

3rd silly!

Haha I was compensating. I figured someone else would get in there before me. :P

Fair enough...

WOOT Good day!

EDIT:

It was a sweet poem...

WootWoot TeamStarless in the top five!

LOL @ TeamStarless.... ;)

LOL

LMAO! Opinions are like armpits...??

yup! Everyone has them and some of them stink. It's my motto for ignoring any negative posts that might pop up.

I was just about to ask about that!
, that made me chuckle :)

I'm glad to put a chuckle in anyone's day any day!

hahaa.
when i first read it, i thought it said onions are like armpits. i was like whaaat? hahaa .
now i've gotten shrek in my head 'ogres have layers'
sorry, random outburst!

OME!! Stop... I almost peed in my pants. Onions are like armpits, muahahahaha. I literally chuckled in front of my supervisor reading this. He asked me what happened. I didn't know what to say. I acted like I had some contarded sneeze.

LOL.
well, y'know.
But seriously, i may have to take your influence and use it as my life motto from now on!

LOL.

Because they stink right? LOL I love your skull and cross bones...

Thanks! I got them from 30.

You are welcome!

Hey I need your help with mass production of my new line of shamanties...
"fingerporn print for the bouffant-y type girlies (if you know what I mean)"

LOL sure! What are they selling for???

We need them ready for sale by the 18th so people have them for the NM premier. i'm selling them for $9.99 each I'm trying to keep it affordable.

I added some free advertising....

Like it?

What's not to like? ;)

I need a wolf wearing shamanties avy....

LMAO!

Nice! It need a name though.
*starts thinking*
Hmmmm
This one is hard
Wait.. what?
Uh... I didn't mean... like... that's not what it will say on the shamantie that the wolf is wearing.
I swear I meant It's a hard name to think of.

WO-Sham-ties?

That'll work...
*in Bella's voice @ prom*
for now.

Wo-Pant-Wow's?

Ohhh. Better.

BEAUTIFUL <3

Cute!

Haha aww I love it!

I promise to recite this everyday!

why do i want to print and frame this & hang it in my living room??

because we have all crossed a very big line and can't tell fiction from reality anymore. I like that I can never cross back.

.......because so do "I"
*sniff*

Hehe, you're so dedicated!!! :D

I sure am! Will you recite it with me?!

Well, I'd have to do it in my head, otherwise my husband will think I'm even more crazy than I already am!

hah. In u'r head works too. *waves TeamSecretlyCrazy flag*

Hey! I recognize that flag! You stole it from under my pillow, didn't you?! lol

*batts lashes*
Yes!
*giggles*

How sweet!

Thanks for posing this!! it' s really nice!

Umm.... OBSESSION ... what's obsessions ? LMAO!!

hahahaha i remember reading this for this first time like a year ago when i got an account on that site!!!!!!!!! i love it so much!!!!!!!

sorry it's rainy for ya.... but if it makes you feel any better it looks like it's about to snow here =\ ewwwwwwwwww

snow? where at? eeeekk!

oregon.... ugh we have four seasons, yes, but they're: cold, snowy blizzard winter, melting away snow/mush and then scorching hot summer hahahha

NICE!

Dont forget TONIGHT SCREAM AWARDS :)

10pm East Coast, Spike

T-Vo is set and ready to go. Thanks for the reminder 30!

Your welcome hun!

AHHH thanks! Crap I have soo many shows on tonight.

I need to invest in DVR lol

I promise to remember carlisle whenever I am in the emergency room...
then i would think of him a lot, cause I'm a regular at the emergency room LOL

Oh no, nobody should have to be an ER regular. Poor you... unless you work there?

nah, Im just naturally clumpsy and do a lot of sports.. its not the best combination;)

I love the romance of it all....*sigh*....maybe one day, my Prince (Edward) will come!

awww, that brought a tear to my eye.

i would take that oath anyday.

awww... that's so nice and super cute! ^_^

im feeling the need to memorize this before i watch NM. hehehe

LOL

seriously. i think we should do it! *winks* hehehe ^_^

hahaha. Always winkin!

*grins widely*
well.. u know me...
*wiggles eyebrows*
can't be without it.

hehehehe. ^_^

Hahahaha... cant say I dont love the Marble Pole comments so I guess Im just as bad!

*smugs*
i knew it! i just knew it! u little u ms. im-innocent u..

hehehe ^_^

*looks around* I have no idea what you're talking about....



:)

*rolls eyes*
pfft. fine! be that way!

*walks out of the room*
^_^

Ditto! I knew there was a reason I love you.

hehehe. thanks! maybe i'd recite it before the movie starts then people would stare at me and would be like: "wtf is she doing? is she praying or something? get a prayer room!" hehehehe.

LMAO!! We should show up with those prayer mats and get on our knees and rock back and forth while we recite it.

we're going to do that inside the theaters right? if yes, then i'm totally in! hehehe. we should do that before the movie starts huh? screw the trailers! it's prayer time! hehehehe

Muahahaha! Definitely. I can't stop laughing. I swear... people will totally think we are nuts. Hahahahah. Hahahahahah.

your laughter is making me laugh. damn u woman! hehehehe. hmm.. better yet, do the reciting thing now in your office space. NOW they the reason for them to think you're nuts. at least right? hehehe

OME!! I think they would fire me on the spot. LMAO! I can picture it now.

na-uh! they can't do that to u! they would send u to a psych ward first THEN fire you. much better right? hehehehe. i can only imagine if u'd do that today. let me know if u changed your mind ok? hahaha

OK! So long as you do it too. I can't be in the psych-ward all by myself.

of course! i wont let you have all the fun!
*rolls eyes*

*kneels down*
*deep sigh*
ok! on the count of three ok?
1..
2..
3..
recite!
"i promise to remember bella.."
*rocks back ad forth with TSO*

hehehehehe ^_^

Muahaha!
*continues rocking back and forth reciting poem
eying co-workers cautiously*

*glares TSO*
*whispers*
close your eyes so you wont be distrated.
work with me here woman!

*continues the reciting and rocking back and forth*

good times huh? hehehehe. ^_^

Great, thanks a lot... You said good times! Now I see JJ Walker in front of my saying Dy-no-mite and clapping his hands one time to emphasize said dynamite.

hahahaha. well u know me... having those "good times" is our thing right?

hmm.. i think im in the mood for this one now:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YwEMxYggoKQ

hehehehe ^_^

Oh yeah. See, now I wanna dance on the table again.

*grins wickedky*
well u know how i like seeing u dance right?
*winks*
shall i hit the lights now?

hehehehe ^_^

Hell yeah, and bust out the strobe lights cuz Imma get funky with it now.

awesome! i never get tires of this.
*turns off the lights*
oh wait! do u prefer that song or this one again?
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dfinTQTMNTs

Well now, that's up to you. I can dance real sexy with this one.

hmm... well any song will do for me. just as long as you'd be doing your sexy dance. i could even stand listening to this:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vzo0iHrivVQ

if u could work ur way with this song then i wont mind AT ALL. hehehehe ^_^

OK! But now we are talking 20's no more singles if we are using this song.

damn TSO! thats too much! *sigh*
but ok. i guess it'll be worth it.
*hands TSO her 1st 2o*
ok.. so this should last for like 5 minutes ok?

*sits in the couch*
bring it on TSO! bring it on!

hehehehe ^_^

*smacks @$$ to get this party started*
*hands marie a shamantie*
you will need this for the next five minutes
*starts dancing like a pro exotic dancer*
See how I handle the marble pole?

*gets the shamanties from TSO*
thanks! yeah. i definitely would need this..
hmm.. yeah. i see it. not the way i use it but i guess it helps to see other moves huh? awesome! ^_^

LMAO!

*blushes*
hey u started it!

hehehe ^_^

and I'm gonna finish it baby.
*Shakes bootay like no one's watching*

*smacks TSO @ss while she dances*
u've been naughty TSO! now go to that marble pole. use it until u learn ur lesson!

*grins wickedly* ^_^

*wink*
Whatever you say hun

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Uhh.... Is this supposed to make any sense?!

apparently not since it was removed lol

LMAO!! It was in Russian or something and it was glitter comments of some sort. I was so confused.

LOL.... oh dear. That is scary.

Thats wat i was thinkin lool

haha. Yeah Im sure it wasnt anything special :)

pardon?

So beautiful... GOD... 23 more days...
Squeeeee... thx Mrs. E for bringing this to our knowledge....
*sighs*
EDIT: Is it sad that Im REALLY getting teary-eyed!?! Damn "friend" wont leave me alone these last few days
*sniff*
I feel like its a GOOD BYE... *bawls*

I'll remember Bella Swan everytime I'm gonna fall face first in the bath tub and because I AM a Bella...
*sobs*

23 days BFF!!

Thanks for being you Ceci!! =o)

MAJOR oopsy... hehe thx BFF... fixed that oopsy!!
Aww I <3 you... thank you for being YOU
*hugs*
You are such a great friend =)

Awww you sound like you need some cheering up...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TeUKisH80wk

LMAO
*wipes away tear*
GOD I still cant get over how funny that video is... I just <3 it... thx!!

Its a great vid. No problem, you can always count on us to cheer you up! lol

It IS.. the 1st time I watched it OME... my stomach hurt from all the laughing...!! Aww thx... lol!

I know. The first time I saw it I was in a Panera Bread laughing in a booth by myself lolol

LOL
I got funny looks but I didnt care cause that IS hilarious!!

LOL!!

I love that one!!

=o)

<3

Well those are not hard promises to make and keep!

I absolutely love all the poems, stories and videos that get made b/c of Twilight! Just goes to show how creative some Twifans are!

OHHHH this just p***** me off...

http://x17online.com/celebrities/robert_pattins...

omg let it so not be true!!!!

Dont worry. NOTHING OK! magazine says is creditable. Im sure they are only basing it on the fact that we havent seen ROb & Kristen together lately... well DUH I wouldnt walk around with him either if I was her. Its asking for trouble.

It just makes me so mad that they publish this crap. And this magazine is ALL over in the US.

lol agree dam i hate rumors!

Robsten Schobsten.... OK! is right, he left her to come to me. We are going to be... umm.... "lurob". Lurob = luvr + rob. Ok, so it doesn't have a great ring to it. I will try again. Got it - "Rovr". Rob + luvr. Genius. Yes, you can refer to us as Rovr.

Ok, I know it is crap. But the thought of me and Rob got me all excited and I cannot focus!!

Just as a disclaimer - I am just kidding!! There is no Rovr. As far as I am concerned, Robsten is still going strong, regardless of what OK! has to say :)

I emailed OK and told them that they are scum LOL. I know no one will probably ever read it there, or give a care but it felt good lol

Oh I know!!! I just ignore all those stupid magazines!!!:(

Good! I hate them! Especially this one. I kick them under the conveyor belt....



I mean.. what??

Same here! lol

*grabs magazine, rips it apart, and throws it on the trash*

let me help you with that!! does anyone have a lighter!!! lets burn the trashcan!!! hahaha ; )

I dont really care about them spillitin or what not.... BUt it would be soooo great to see Rob where he belongs....NORTH LONDON BABY......I leave at north-west so i could just drop by every morning

*giggles at the thought*

LOOL

Haha okay... I'm moving in with you :)

lolol

Yaaay....We can one of them telescope to see into his room :P

LOL yayyyy it will be a grand slumber party. Ill bring my Twilight blankey

Dont forget the Edward headset lool

:O lucky!

pfft....who believes OK! Magazine?!

OK! Magazine = TOTAL BS!

AMEN!

This magazine is always making up stories about The Twilight Saga. They were the ones saying that Robsten were engaged and all the other stupid stories!!!!

Yeah I know they also said they were getting married which literally made me laugh out loud in the check out line.

*sigh*
Looks like it finally happend.....they finally have the whole break up article...

bahahaha thats just silly. im always wondering...how low are these people that they must make false reports on these acotrs.what a horrible carreeer that must be. XD

I know! What a job that must be.

ok i MUST be totally crazy, why the hell am i crying???? i need to get a grip of my self...im breaking into pieces as its get closer to november....I AM FORKING IN LOVE WITH TWILIGHT

i read the poems in the comments i loved them...

Wow U guys are all a talented bunch that is so AWESOME!!!!

OFFTOPIC:

My Twilight obsession is so bad that my coworker was calling my name and I didnt look up but when he said 'TWILIGHT' my head popped up hahaha just wanted 2 share that now my coworkers are calling me Twilight... How cool is that?

hahaha.
not gonna lie, the same thing happens to me...
i can be engrossed in a conversation with my friends, and at the other side of the room someone will mention twilight, my head will snap up, and ill try to engage in twilight related conversation.

oh, and personally, i think its very cool :P

This poem is awesome.... And yes we will understand.... Twilight has become part of our lives. It is a beatiful influence and a turning point from everything before it came around.
And yes, it is an obssession, but a good one, LOL

i also wrote this one for bella in new moon when edward left

Why is it when I opened up my heart it slowly died inside.

the hurt that I had kept out, was the pain I didn’t want to feel,

the walls I built were slowly crumbling, cause the despair

and hurt I feel is destroying everything in its path.

the empty shell of my heart ,still drowns for the love I have

my hollow heart,

its broken and cracked ,for the love I can not

Bear.

As there are words that haunt my memory,

A pain that fills my soul,

The cold arms I wish to hold,

The fear of letting go.

The face that haunts my memory,

The screams that fill my sleep

This is the pain I have come to bear,

The choice that I have made.

The love I thought you felt,

Is now the doubt that I hold dear.

Did the love you ever feel ?truly was it sincere.

So I rather hold the nightmares

that are filled with your face.

Than forget the memories that changed,

the existence that was us.

No one can ever replace you ,

my heart still yearns for my soul ,

If you come back to me

I would welcome into my arms ,

to feel your cool embrace.

I need to feel whole again ,

I need to have you close

As when you left apart of me was blackened by a

darkness

A darkness I can not heal,

A darkness I can not fix

it slowly blackens the rest of my heart

while the shallows of my breaths are near there end.

I need , my existence ,my soul

and without I simply cannot exist.

ATTENTION ROBSTEN/ROB FANS!!!

If anyone considers themself either/or of those or both, watch this youtube video!! No spoilers - just footage of the mtv movie awards mixed with clips from Twilight.
Maybe you guys have seen it....BUT WATCH!!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uvng0tRX1Ds

hahah cuuute!!!!!

LMAO at the very last part...

"Ha Ha THROW yourselves at me" lmaooo

I love Rob's laugh at the end and his friend's reaction.... So f**king cute :)

Hahaha Rob makes so many funny facial expressions! I love how the video rewinds and does close ups of him so we can really see them, haha.
I love how his voice goes up when he says "Throw yourselves at me", god he is SO CUTE!!!

I'm excited and almost nervous to see him in upcoming interviews. I really hope he didnt lose that side of him in all the craziness. I hope he is the same old Rob that he always was.

Yeah, me too. I hope he is still quirky and stuff. I also love Kristen's reaction at a lot of what he does, she laughs, but it's not mean, it's like a "I love you" laugh. Not that she is in love with him, but yeah, whatever. I will stop now.

If you look at the part at the end of the video, or towards the end, where they show the almost kiss at the mtv movie awards, there is this part where Rob is getting ready for the kiss, and he puts his hand over his face and does something, and Kristen kind of laughs at him, it cracks me up.

Wow you are really observant lol :)
Ill have to look for that. I want them to be on a talk show togetherrrr

I guess I am observant. I would be embarrassed about being this obsessed with Twilight, but I don't think I need to be embarrassed about on this site, haha.

I hope they do talk shows together, I don't know how Taylor will affect the dynamic.

Yeah, if you get a chance, look at that part, her laugh is for like a second, but it's super cute.

haha yeah this is not the place to be embarassed! I go all out on this thing :)

I found this video a month ago. It becomes one of my favorite videos about Robsten/ Rob. I specifically love the song so so much, I rerun it twice and put on my 'night song' list and play it b4 going to bed :))

Thank again Momester for posting. Love your little star.

No problem! I feel like I am really behind when it comes to all these youtube videos. This one made my night though, I was trying to find a good one to watch before sleeping. The song in it is awesome, too.

I dont think i have ever seen anyone or anything quite as jaw droppingly gorgeous, and out of this worldly mesmerising as Rob at the MTV Movie awards. Damn, there wasnt one bad picture of him. Rob at the MTV Movie Awards is my favourite kinda Rob.

That video was awesome btw, the way it was put together, the editing and all that shiz. Thanks for posting :)

OMG!!! I WANT THAT MAN ALL OVER ME LIKE THATTTTT!!!!!!!! Lucky Kristen!!!!! :D

that is soo beautiful!!......thats how i live my life now..
whenever it rains i look for VAmpires outside,....whenever i hear a howl in the night, i think of the WOLf pack, whenever i see a shiny Silver Volvo i think of Edward cullen!!....whenever i think of bear hugs i remeber EMmet!
and everytime i trip i say oops i did a BeLLA!!..and then i think of jasper and the pain goes away, and when am sick or anyone is sick, i wish carlisle was there to make me feel better!!...and everytime i go shopping or glide down the stairs like a ballerina i feel like Alice!!..and everytime someone gets me angry i get all b!tchy on their @ss just like LEAH... i dont think i will ever forget these Characters, if only they were real..

Yes hun let Jasper take the pain away!!!!! XD

*that was my favorite part :DD

Not that i object but you have nothing written for the mongrel....(Jacob)
????just wondering.

why you gotta call him a mongrel infront of a Wolf girl who RunsWithLeah...lol
i forgot bout my sunshine....ok am gonna add it here
whenever i feel depressed, lost, and Emo like and in need of a friend i'll always think of JAcob's warm smile and his Six pack...and all my troubles will be washed away..
i dont wanna mention the wolf boys individualy i might get moded for xrated words!!

Oh I forgot Leah's a wolf shape shift thing too!!!!! Bahahahaha, my apologies dog. XD

**im sorry i just had to say it :P


hehehehehe yes i run with the blood suckers :]

Imprinted Jake to Bella:

They tell me there will be no more hurt,
I won't agonize over your choice no more
no more bottled up rage will rip through me.
I will be happy
all my life I will belong to her
But why in my half awake state
do I see our driftwood log?
I'm floating on my memories
but when I wake they're gone.
While I hover in between
sleep and wakefulness
and look into her eyes
what I see floors me
because the eyes I expect to see
are yours.

Not my best, but yeah, I made it up in less than 10 min. on my break at work. lol.

Loved the peoms

sweet

is it Nov 2oth yet???

So awesome... sigh...

I'm sure I have already read this poem somewhere,but I don't remember where.and in different languages.
OMG I am so excitet and there is nothing to do with me,I just..I can't tell it.. but I'm sure all of YOU understand what I mean,what I feel.

random comment:

i love that picture of them
it was one of my favorite scenes 4rm the movie :)

http://movies.yahoo.com/photos/movie-stills/gal...

did anyone else see this poster yet?

OMG took me almost an hour to read through all the comments ; )

Well...I right poems but haven't written one yet about twilight saga...So I just might...And this one is beautiful and funny...Well done

i love that poem. its perfect. only a real fan would understand the poem.

The Best Poem I've Ever Read In My Whole Life!!!!! lol

Here's a little Twilight sonnet I wrote a little while ago:

.

I met him within days of moving here

Sitting with Jessica, I was in awe

Which was the boy with the bronze-colored hair?

Most beautiful of the Cullens I saw

.

Edward, she told me, was the one I meant

Though he looked at me with such baleful eyes

Once he was gone, to my next class I went

But he sat beside me, whom he despised

.

I began to know him, this cold beauty

Until, once he saved me so many times

I began to know what he was truly

A fierce lion in a young lamb’s disguise

.

Danger, he told me, would follow us now

Into the clearing and down in Phoenix

I’d give myself up, protect him somehow

And die with no last words, no final kiss

.

The voice of an angel woke me from sleep

And promised an eternity with me

(:

Eyes black with thirst

The urge to kill undearable

Melt into amber-gold

Something to live for now

True love is found

As the day fades into Twilight.



The forbidden fruit tastes the sweetest

But if you sin, you must be punished

True love is lost, the lamb's heart shatters without her lion by her side

New relationships form, but do not last long

True love prevails

As the wounded at heart changes under a New Moon.



Boundaries of love and frienship are tested

Enemies must come together

To fight a greater threat

To protect the one they both love

The warm, comforting sun is Eclipsed by the moon;

beautiful, mytserious, shining in its ghostly splendor



Wedding bells ring

A best man's heart breaks

A beautiful child is born

A best friend's heart heals

Transformation brings great change

Evil is finally brought down.



The new and happy family is safe.

And the Breaking Dawn brings with it the first day of forever.



(btw: jacob = wounded at heart/best man/best friend/ sun. edward = moon. just for your reference. :]

hi I am not new in this page I always enter here and I finally decide to sign in =)
I am from Panama so sorry if my english is not good :P
welll about the poem it was hilarious I like it very
"I promise to remember Bella
Each time I carelessly fall down" that make me laught the most because I have a friend that is always falling down XD

oh. hi! :] well thats ok, my english is not that good too so your not alone. xP

Cute.

whaha! that was a great poem! *go and pledge the twilight oath. xP*


# im a hopeless romantic. i always dreamt of a fairytale ending.
but i dont need a knight onm a white horse...
id settle for a vampire in a silver volvo!! haha..

# I WANT A GUY
i want a guy dat sparkles in d sun, i want a guy dats been pretty much single
since 1901. i want a guy dat doesnt sleep at night to watch me sleep, i want a guy dat will hold me tight. i want a guy with golden eyes, i want a guy who speaks no lies. i want a guy who lived every hour of the clock. i want a guy who smile dazzles in shocks...in short,

I WANT EDWARD CULLEN! hahaha.. xD

Damn it!!! Pass the tissues.....I need one after reading these poems!!!!!

That was so sweet.